THROWBACK THURSDAY

We all go through tough times... We experience pain, we shed a tear, and we cloud up our minds with unpleasant things. But life goes on. We have to rise up, and move forward.

While fixing all my planners and notebooks, I saw something that made me realize how far I am now from who I was before. I wrote this on the 25^th of December 2013, and tbh, I didn’t feel any sadness anymore as I read it unlike before. I was just surprised that I was able to write what I feel during those times. And it made me smile, knowing that what seems to be painful before, seems to be funny now. Anyway, excuse my ka-emo-han hahaha!

Now I’m curled up in this bed

With all the things left unsaid,

I tried closing my eyes,

But all I see are lies.

I need a happy pill

‘Cause my emotions are still,

Stuck to where everything’s wrong,

I don’t want to stay here for long.

Maybe in time, this tough moment shall pass,

And everything will go back to where it was.

If only I could make time fly,

I would go back to the page where we’ll never have to say goodbye.

Hahaha! Emo af. But this was more than a year ago, so I just have to say, that whatever you are going through right now, it will end. It will all be fine; you’ll be okay – maybe not right at this moment, but someday. Cheer up! Life’s short to be sad all the time. Live your life, it's not meant to be wasted. ☺

Btw, shout out to my current boyfriend, Adrian, who took all the sadness and pain away, thank you for everything and for giving me all the happiness in life! I love you, mi amore. ♥