We
all go through tough times... We experience pain, we shed a tear, and we cloud
up our minds with unpleasant things. But life goes on. We have to rise up, and
move forward.
While
fixing all my planners and notebooks, I saw something that made me realize how
far I am now from who I was before. I wrote this on the 25th of
December 2013, and tbh, I didn’t feel any sadness anymore as I read it unlike
before. I was just surprised that I was able to write what I feel during those
times. And it made me smile, knowing that what seems to be painful before, seems to
be funny now. Anyway, excuse my ka-emo-han hahaha!
Now I’m curled up in this
bed
With all the things left
unsaid,
I tried closing my eyes,
But all I see are lies.
I need a happy pill
‘Cause my emotions are
still,
Stuck to where everything’s
wrong,
I don’t want to stay here
for long.
Maybe in time, this tough
moment shall pass,
And everything will go
back to where it was.
If only I could make time
fly,
I would go back to the
page where we’ll never have to say goodbye.
Hahaha! Emo af. But this
was more than a year ago, so I just have to say, that whatever you are going
through right now, it will end. It will all be fine; you’ll be okay – maybe not
right at this moment, but someday. Cheer up! Life’s short to be sad all the
time. Live your life, it's not meant to be wasted. ☺
Btw, shout out to my current boyfriend, Adrian, who
took all the sadness and pain away, thank you for everything and for giving me
all the happiness in life! I love you, mi amore. ♥